Pictures.

For months now my Mother has been bugging me to put together picture's of my cousin so she can go & get some prints to frame. I don't wanna say I haven't wanted to do it, I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I rather just push the thought's out of my mind, because I knew if I went thru the pictures I would "crumble" I guess you could say. So I waited. I waited until I knew that I could go thru them without "crumbling."

I decided to go ahead & do it tonight since it's been literally months. I didn't "crumble," but it wasn't easy either. It's still one of those surreal things. But the card is filled with the good pictures I had. So now tomorrow or this week my Mother can go & make her prints. The good thing out of finally doing it is that I thought of a lot of good memories. Memories that will help me get thru this.