People...

The number one thing I will never understand! It's good & bad in a sense when I think about it. But at the same time why try to understand something that I don't think is meant to understand? I think emotions is what makes people so complicated. Because people let themselves be ruled by their emotions. I'm not saying thats bad but sometimes you gotta take yourself out of the situation or equation to really get a grasp of whatever is going on.

I'm not gonna lie I used to ALWAYS just go off of whatever feeling I had. I never thought about what was really going on or whatever factors might me. I just reacted instantly. & I can promise you I usually regretted it not long after. But yet I never tried to change. It wasn't until a friend of mine, Bel (your shout out lol), sat and talked to me about it. She really opened my mind and had me thinking. I really appreciate & love her for that. She helped me grow.

I think now, that I learned to stop and think before I act, is the reason why I don't understand people. It just seems so much better to stop & think things thru then do something irrational. But I know these are lessons that everyone has to learn on their own.

XOXO,